Day +57 Equal Share

Well, we're all alone here now. The Supermom's have gone home and it's just
Caity and I. She's still fighting a cold, and I'm at about a 6C for today
(6 out of 10 in energy, C is for aggression level from A being Incredible
Hulk type stuff, and E being a Cheech and Chong movie). I've been cleaning
like a maniac for the past hour so there will be nothing left for Caity to
do tonight. I love her dearly, but when she cleans the house, I feel like I
should be helping. It doesn't matter if I've already had a huge, busy day,
it drives me nuts if she's cleaning and I'm not. I feel like I'm not
contributing, but she likes to clean during good TV times so I hope my
pre-cleaning will make the evening go more smoothly.

I must note however, that Caity has said on more than one occasion that she
knows that we both share the work in the house and she doesn't understand
why I get so guilty when she cleans. I don't know either, but I'm going to
be vacuuming the unfinished basement in about 10 minutes so there will be
NOTHING left to do for a couple of days. I want to sit naked in front of
the television, and watch trash TV for 2 days while cuddling my children. I
want to never see another television show shown on Home and Garden
Television again (sorry Mom). Likewise with any news show. I know I'm
supposed to be informed and all that, but I've got enough death and
destruction going on inside my body right now, I have no time for watching
the same Tsunami videos over and over again while people pretend their
presenting powerful journalism. I'm trying not to be a bastard here, but
while the Tsunami was a horrible thing, some of the parasite reporters out
there are treating this like 9/11 and the sideshow it became. I'm almost
surprised I haven't seen a 9/11 retrospective piece on the news in the last
month. What's wrong NBC, did you burn out all your video copies of the
towers falling down?

Ok, let's get back on track. Where was I? Oh yeah, naked in front of the
television. Don't worry, when I'm cuddling the babies, I'll put underwear
on. I guess the point of all this is I want the world to go away for a
couple of days. I don't have another appointment at the Tom Baker until
the 13th, and other than some small errands, Caity and I are free. No
Christmas parties, no big trips, just us, the kids, the dogs, the cats, and
a freezer full of M&M meat products with new Jamie Oliver cook wear to cook
it in.

Health wise, I'm making the leap again to drop the Nabilone as my
anti-nausea. I've got a neat little pill that I take 4 times a day now that
basically gives anything in the stomach a gentle push through the proper tube
before it becomes a nausea factor. I'm finding however, that the gentle
push is sometimes a bit more than gentle coming out the other end. I've got
about a 5 second head start right now before I'm on a toilet or, well you
know. The you know hasn't happened yet, but I'm glad that I've got a
bathroom on the main floor.

That's about it health wise. I'm looking into getting my own website, since
I'm more than capable of handling the publishing on my own. When I get my
own site, I'll get Jim to post a link on his page so I stop taking up all
the prime space on his photo website.

I'm off for today. Gotta clean the bathrooms.