Day +146 What do you mean it's not real?

Ok, a little late, but that's ok. Let's get back to the topic at hand shall we?

I think that I would be dead right now if I was still living in the old rental house Caity and I lived in. There was mold everywhere, and I've yet to see another house in such a bad state of repair. I really wish I was kidding, but this house was gross. It also was only 475 a month for the entire house and it had a big backyard for the dogs, so I really shouldn't complain. Living in that house for a year allowed Caity and I to save for the house we're in now.

For those of you who don't know, Caity and I built a house in the SW corner of Calgary, and everything is brand new. There's no mold, no mysteries about what toxins may be in the air, it's probably more sanitary than the hospital room I lived in. I think that living in a clean environment has really helped keep the germs away from my fragile little immune system. Right now it looks like everyone including the twins is under the weather right now, but most of the time it's pretty easy to keep away from nasties in here.

Now, regarding the twins, they keep us BUSY!!!!!!! If I was left to my own devices, I would be a beached whale, permanently affixed to the La-Z-Boy watching Star Trek all day. With the kids, life is always moving, even if nobody in the house actually is. We're always holding them, or changing them, or entertaining them, so it's hard to notice some of the side effects that I usually experience throughout the day. I look at the clock and it seems to jump ahead by hours instead of minutes and before you know it, it's midnight, and the kids are in their cribs fast asleep.

I can understand the difficulties of producing twins on command for every bone marrow transplant patient, so I suggest that you find something else to keep you as busy as twins. Try making a time machine, or set a goal to figure out if the answer to the ultimate question is really 42. Both of those tasks should approximately equal the time requirements of raising twins. I guess if you break it right down to the basics, the morale is to not let yourself dwell on the cancer. If you can ignore it, you actually forget that you were ever sick.

And honestly, aside from trying to figure out financing for my company's stock plan, life hasn't been too stressful. Mind you, I 've been under the influence of a marijuana derivative for almost 5 months now, so that might be why I'm so relaxed.

That's it for today, and thanks to Jenn Jasinski for making me forget wrestling is fake for a few hours. Wrestlemania this year was a blast thanks to Jenn and her enthusiasm.