I think I've started to write this journal entry about a dozen times, and every time I end up erasing it. I keep tripping over old ghosts from my past. So I'll just say this past week has been a great week, and a lousy one as well.
The source of the joy has been the visit from my biological father. He came up to Calgary, and got to meet the Price family, and the twins. He and I have only met two times before, but it sounds like there will be many more meetings in the future, and I really look forward to that.
The lousy part of the week comes from the low energy I've been experiencing. I'm exhausted, and I have really dry skin all over me. My favorite pastime right now is scratching my body raw in places and pulling the dead skin bits off of my lips. I did manage to go for a small walk in the woods today. I even tested out the double baby harness that Caity and I bought. My back feels like murder from having two 14 pound babies strapped to my chest for half an hour, but all in all I think I did all right all things considered.
Well, I'm on baby duty until Caity gets back from skiing, so I'd better make this quick. I'm going to wait until my doctor's appointment on Wednesday to write again. Hopefully this skin issue isn't graft vs. host coming back, but we'll know more on Wednesday.
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